Why Play?
i'm tired of playing the game
of which i couldn't recalled joining.
i just realized one day that i'm already part of it.
the rules are bizarre and favors no one.
yet, i had to play in order to survive.
but to play for survival consumes me.
and so i ask myself, "what's the point in all these?
i've cracked my head trying to figure out
what these could all mean.
and it doesn't make any sense.
why would i keep on playing?
the end is far off.
the risks are higher.
yet, everything seem to be pointless,
like one man running in circles.
where, then, would this lead to?
how would this end?
with these questions in mind,
i wouldn't dare ask for strategies,
for there are none.
useless.
pointless.
yet, i've go to play,
for reasons unclear to me.
for hope
that there would soon be.
