Friday, July 08, 2011

i lament....

… the attacks against the alleged “PAJERO BISHOPS,” and the leading assassination of the Church as an institution… how the media selectively report partial truths to highlight negative impressions, to sow seeds of doubt and discord, to lead people to accuse.

… this unfair trial of media, feasting more on the recipients than the source of this mess, aggrandizing the 7 pajero bishops more than the 20 ambulance vice-governor and the like.

… the diabolical propaganda, the connivance and conspiracy to put down the credibility of the Church, for sponsoring “leading” polls against Her.

… the hasty generalization in branding the whole clergy as corrupt, accusing that every one of them is the same… to the neglect of those who have been and still are faithful, those who have worked so hard to help people, those who have offered themselves totally, those who struggled so much to be holy.

… those journalists, columnists, commentators and the reactive, who think they knew so much, who think they have seen the whole truth, who think they have judged rightly, who think they are saints, who even cursed and commented against the pope for his hands-off policy on the matter.

… those who were easily swayed, those planning to be inactive in the Church, planning to switch to other religions and denominations, those who have given up on their faith… just where is your faith anchored on?

… this cancer of politiking, this growing infection of blind involvement, and the stinging blows of indifference!

the least we could do is to be informed… let us not allow ourselves to be easily manipulated by the unfair lenses of media… let us be vigilant against the threats of our faith, the growing anti-clericalism, the vicious attacks against the Church. And above all, let us pray for deliverance against the workings of the evil one!

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Sunday, August 10, 2008

pause...

i received through my email "a" picture where we'll be holding our first quarterly recollection this 23rd and 24th of August:


they say it's in calatagan...

i really took a lot of time viewing and analyzing the picture.
will we be staying in this boat?
or one of the houses far off shore?
or is this photo an good entry for photojournalism?

it's a beautiful picture, though.
although it didn't give me a clearer picture of what and where exactly will we be spending our overnight recollection.
though, i am thrilled to look for this same boat...
and capture it in full color.

but then, i am even more excited for the opportunity of our community to rest, "recharge," reflect and recreate after having been immersed in a "deluge" (quoted from our rector) of activities for the first quarter.

if we pause to think, we'll have cause to thank...

"there comes a pause...
for human strength will not endure

to dance without cessation;

and everyone must reach the point

at length of absolute prostration."
-- Lewis Carroll (Alice in Wonderland)

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Saturday, May 17, 2008

snapping out!



how strange to be

pondering...
wondering..
daydreaming...
wishing...
hoping..
craving...
aspiring...
desiring...

...one thing.

only to realize that you really don't want it.
when you
had it...
got it...
used it..
consumed it...

... and you never really did enjoy.

and to say:
is this what have i waited for?

o happy fault!
now i know where to focus all my energies with.

is man really thus insatiable?
i believe not.
he just hasn't find that which one could.

from a long time of state of sleep,
despite the obvious,
it only took me now to recognize
that all these were but a dream.
time to wake up...
now!

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Thursday, May 01, 2008

Sal Terrae XII Group Yells

This year's theme: AIRBORNE in connection with our theme Ascende Superius, 53 campers were divided into 8 groups assuming these images of FLIGHT. I would surely miss those creative yells:


Hukbong Maya...
Lilipadlipad!

Naglalagablab, naglalagablab...
Arcane Phoenix!

Warriors of the Lord,
Angel!

Jollybhe! Jollybhe!
Yeah!

1... 2... 3...
Eagle's Fayth!

Fly, Fly, Fly...
the Firefly!

Teen Titans...
Hey!

Dragons...
Roar!


Sino nga ba ang nanalo sa yell? nakalimutan ko na...
please fill me in.

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

things i never thought of doing...

after five days as a practical trainee,
i can't imagine myself doing the following:

1.) giving goodnight talks to dbyc, boarders and salesians
2.) playing organized basketball game with the employees
3.) conducting and teaching the four-voice choral piece, "you'll never walk alone"
4.) eating fishballs and kikiam while being watched by the dbyc young people who are engaged in prayer.
5.) learning "crazy" unfreezer activities from ma'am reggie and sir gary.
6.) committing to memory 20 names of young people in a day.
7.) spending my monthly petty cash in just six hours.
8.) meeting someone without knowing that she is the principal
9.) bro paul and i are talking about someone without realizing that the person is just two steps away from us (bro. paul blushed)
10.) practicing in playing the guitar to animate the mass

many surprises are still ahead. indeed, there are still many lands too explore. there is still one big self to know and to stretch. there is still more in this life to discover.

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Saturday, March 29, 2008

pain and beauty

“life is about change.
sometimes it’s painful. sometimes it’s beautiful.
but most of the time it’s both.”

- Lana Lang (Smallville)

it's a reality i find a difficulty...
...of accepting.
days from now, life is about to change.
this seeming monotony which i first found to be deafening will soon break its silence.
and i find it a great weight in my heart.
change...
at times i want it, welcome it...
at times i shun it, abhor it, especially when i seem to like the balance.
yet it's the most objective reality there is.
things, people and experiences, even structures, i hate to admit, i would surely miss.
yet they would remain to be a part of me wherever i go.
change...
it comes in various forms.
either you change or i change or situations change,
many times it's the interplay of two or all.
either people leave...
or you leave...
either people grow...
or you grow...
change...
see there's both pain and beauty in it...
'coz that's life...
and this is the life i have come to embrace,
along with it are pain and beauty
... an inexplicable combination or a paradoxical twin.

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Friday, March 21, 2008

blah...

B1: marketing tayo bukas…

B2: bakit bukas? di ba dapat monday?

B1: bukas nga, eh, sabi ni ……..

B2: di ba napagmitingan na yan…. bakit ba di sumusunod sa usapan?

B1: rector kasi siya…

B3: sige marketing ka bukas, manonood kami bukas….

B1: ah ganun ba? ako din, manonood din bukas…

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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

mad about series

i spent so much time doing this…
after the pressures of “de universa,” i relaxed a bit by getting back to some of the tv series I’d like to watch. i was made to reflect all the other tv series I have “wasted” my time with. it was not really a waste. these I consider as part of sequence of events:

PRISON BREAK
this would be have to be my much loved action-drama series t date. i first encountered this last year, after the de universa of the brothers ahead of us. I am impressed by the storyline. i am amazed of its sustaining suspense... getting me so addicted, inducing me to crave episodes after episodes. scofield’s character-personality is remarkable. i never thought that such a personality disorder (but i would rather term it as gift) or rather a person with a low latent inhibition could be so cool. i could somehow resonate or at least relate to the character, not that i have low latent inhibition, but i tend to be analytical while considering the bigger picture or the grand scheme. like scofield, i live on strategies. i was, however, overwhelmed by what they are against, “the company.” whenever i would watch this, i would easily get affected. i would at times feel headaches or a pains in my chest as i feel like so involved in the story. however, what is most painful or most difficult to endure is that “waiting” like when you are hanged for a long time and wondering what would the next episode be. this has got to be one of the downside of the “series,” it doesn’t seem to end.

LOST
before i knew PRISON BREAK, this headed my list. i am astounded by the style. i was enthralled by the mystery as the survivors of the plane crash find their way on the mysterious island. it presented a somewhat parallelism of two planes of existence: (1) their experience of being actually lost in an island; and (2) their experience of being lost in their own lives. their survival in the island matched an opportunity to confront their past, to make sense of their lives, and to embrace conversion. it tackles profoundly the behavioral, sociological, psychological and mystical aspect of life. yet, the island is enveloped with a cloud of mystery, still an enigma in my mind. the plot or the story is non-linear; the viewer is left to make the connections. while watching episodes after episodes, you get to feel that you are filling the gaps. watching this let’s you feel like playing a jigsaw puzzle. i laud those who have conceptualized this. the i'm currently finishing season 3.

HEROES
this is another impressive action series as it brings out that child in me from the past. i am not sure, if all of us, when we were young and got introduced to many superheroes, that we desired to have such superpowers. i did. and somehow, until now, i tend to wish to have them. “but be careful what you wish for,” they say. this is precisely the struggle of the characters. while some of us want to have superpowers, at least a greater majority of them do not want them. each character possesses a unique ability. from where these powers came from is still a mystery. it's not the glory of the heroes that are highlighted here. it's basically about the numerous struggles they undergo. while superman sings, "it's not easy to be me," and spiderman's uncle ben warns, "from great power comes great responsibility;" this series simply points out that it is damned hard to be different. while for me, reflecting on it further, it emphasizes the uniqueness and giftedness of every person, that no one is born a "junk." here we highlight the human dignity.


CHARMED
it’s the gorgeous halliwel sisters and the “magical” fantasy theme of the series that made me anticipate this series. it presented diverse conflicting themes of the story: how to balance their magical lives and their ordinary everyday lives; the burden and struggle in keeping their destinies secret from the outside world that would create tensions on friendships, workplace, and lovel ives; the forbidden loves between piper and the whitelighter and between phoebe and the half-demon; and the eventual death of prue. the latter episodes are not as captivating as the initial ones. especially when we get to learn that the creator and executive producer constance burge has left the show to executive producer brad kern. that’s when the structure of the show turned into “the demon of the week” plot. The concept of the “power of three” highlights the merit of synergy, love, unity. Such gifts are ordained in service to others.


DAWSON’S CREEK
how would you deal the situation when you fall in love with your best friend or your childhood friend? this, perhaps, captures my attention to be an avid viewer of this teenage-drama series. as the series progresses, young people are found to be entangled into a complex web of love relationships: joey loves dawson who loves jen. jen, however, is afraid of commitment. joey realizing that dawson loves jen, seeks refuge to pacey. pacey eventually falls in love with joey who is still in love with dawson. pacey confronts dawson who loves jen but still is protective of joey, and so on… and the million-dollar question of pacey to dawson: “who would it be? the blond or the brunette?” more complications and issues arise as the series further progress. the series relevantly captured teenage viewers as they tackled relevant teenage issues. in fact, it simply revolved into the agonizing life-decisions of teenagers which is not really about morality or practicality, but simply, that is. yet, i feel that the series provided insufficient background (historically and psychologically) as to how, why and what moved these teenagers to take such course of actions in their life-decisions.

PARTY OF FIVE
picture this: both parents died in a car-crash accident. all five children eventually became orphans. it was up to the somewhat irresponsible 24-year old charlie to take charge and care for his younger siblings. to support the family, charlie took over the family’s business (restaurant), thus the start of his conversion. yet while charlie deals with his own issues, the other siblings had their own woes. this series is not only a struggle of coping up with the loss of parents, but of growing up together as a family.


ROSWELL
this is another teenage drama-series i used to watch, but packaged with a different setting. the town of roswell in new mexico has been identified with alien presences. four-alien human hybrids have been sent to earth as everyday teenagers to wait for the day so that they would return to their planet to save their race. but while on earth, their battles are everyday struggles that normal teenagers face. eventually, as the story unfolds, their struggle is more than that of a normal teenager… as aliens they are being hunted, by who or should i say by what… i haven’t finished this series yet.


ALLY MCBEAL
the theme song , searching my soul, perhaps, encapsulates the point of the series. the protagonist, obviously a woman, single, and a lawyer in her thirties, eventually ended up working with a classmate’s firm. while being introduced to her fellow associates, she finds that her high school and college love partner was not only working at her new firm and that she also learned that he is married. i find this series not only hilarious but weird. there are a lot of lunacies in it. in fact, each character manifested his or her own “insanity.” could this series be affirming and tolerating of our own inanities? yet it’s about life searching. what does it take for one to be happy and fulfilled?



DOOGIE HOWSER, MD

i think I was in my fourth or fifth grade in my elementary years when i began watching this series. I was fascinated by the thought of a 16-year old teenager as a doctor. i was not really religious of watching it, for I could not relate to its theme. but I understood the conflict of his age: his youthful years and his professional experience.


FRIENDS
this sit-com amuses me even until now. i don’t know if the plot is going somewhere. i am not even sure if there is a plot. all I know is that it presents a clique between chandler, ross, joey, monica, phoebe, and rachel, all having their own oddity. they would talk about almost everything from relationships to work to marriage to one’s own insanity. yet the message is clear. friends are there for one another, and are willing to accept us as who w

e are.

7TH HEAVEN
i remember the lenten season of the year 2001 when they have featured in studio 25 a marathon of episodes of this series. while i was still in the dark about my vocation path, this series have inclined me towards married life, raising a family of my own. while watching this series, i imagine and wonder how i would raise my own
family. the theme of this drama-series deals a moral or controversial issue that the family encounters. The family was headed by a protestant minister, no wonder why the theme is of that inclination. i learned a lot of values watching this series. it stresses the importance of a family in one’s life.

LOIS AND CLARK
we know the usual plot and story of superman. but this series focuses on superman’s daily events at metropolis and his romantic affairs with lois lane. i really am drawned and amused by lois lane’s character (played by teri hatcher) in this series. the series present an effective chemistry between the two. at the time I was watching I believed that i am beyond my playful and childhood stage as i got to be more interested with their love affairs rather than the superman actions – there’s really not much in this series.

SMALLVILLE
i am about to start to watch this series and so i could not comment much on this. the plot follows the adventures of young clark kent’s life in the town of smallville at kansas. I expect a lot of good stuffs from this.


MACGYVER
this is one of the earlier action series i was looking forward to watch when i was in my elementary years. angus macgyver is a freelance secret agent who would rather use his brains rather than any other weaponry to solve desperate problems. for each episode, i was looking forward to his macgyver methods, using his knowledge on chemistry and physics. what is fascinating is that he would make use of ordinary common items or elements such as duct tapes, a swiss knife, chewing gum to create stuffs that would help him in his tasks. in my admiration, i would imitate, and worse, reinvent such macgyverisms. but instead of building and saving, i tend to wreck and destroy stuffs. this series moves one to love science. it is pro-science and anti-violence, a positive way of looking at action themes.

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Thursday, March 13, 2008

the beads bearing meaning



this morning i received this rosary personally made by rey in response to (more than an exchange of) the jersey i gave him. realizing further that he personally made this rosary, i felt that my share is of lesser value than his.

i further affirm his simplicity after learning his rosary-making as a hobby. while i devote much time in blogging and in other entertainment, his is to stay silently in one corner as he would enjoy himself creating these marian beads. i would say that this indeed is a marian devotion.

pondering on these events led me to the awareness and realization of simple living and enjoyment, a more noble expression of the evangelical counsels, which i am expected to radically live.

thanks, rey, not only for the rosary, but for the example.

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Wednesday, March 05, 2008

a deep and silent mental fracas


i chomp the words
and they slip past my mouth;
i tried gathering the letter crumbs
and rearrange,
and meditate.
i don't see the sense of taking these all,
yet i feel obliged,
by me?
by a monster in me,
a liitle monster that creeps.
and as i take these words
for my mind to digest,
it stops.
and my mind goes blank...
then, boom! this mind
mechanically operates,
flashing colors i haven't seen,
passing places i haven't been,
popping images i haven't met,
not before, perhaps, not yet.
then, the letters begin to float
before the vastness of the mind's eye.
like a water they drop,
like a hammer they pound.
and my head starts to ache,
as i cry out a silent pain.
yet, what suffers the most,
not my head,
not my mind,
but this quiet heart,
who was never heard complaining...
but now.





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Monday, March 03, 2008

dare: can you do this?

This is so funny that it will boggle your mind. And you will keep trying it at least 50 more times to see if you can outsmart your foot.

But you can't!!!

1. While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles with it.

2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction!!!

I told you so.. And there is nothing you can do about it!!

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Friday, February 22, 2008

tales about the coffee



i am amused and overwelmed how this coffee theme get to be associated with me especially on the occasion of my birthday. please allow me to explain.

it all started during christmas vacation, when eson fell in love with a koreanovela that prompted him to buy a dvd for the complete season of "coffee prince." he narrated to us the sleepless nights he endured just to finish the series before coming back to the seminary last january.

i would attest that he really fell in love with the story (in the minimal sense) that he would keep on narrating the synopsis and almost the whole plot of the story. one sunday, he brought the dvd to the seminary.

another significant incident leading to this was that "blessing" when our bro. gene had an appendectomy. i first volunteered to attend to him at the hospital. eson and i were fighting over the slot of attending to gene for some personal motives. that night was the first time i saw an episode of the coffee prince. and frankly, i really liked it.

after gene's discharge from the hospital, i get to be more curious and i asked eson if we could watch the serie. practically, there were now three of us so engrossed watching the koreanovela, with bro. jm joining and "kilig to the bones". hehehe...



without knowing or intending, the coffee bonded us together... i guess nobody else could relate, perhaps except our cook, since only the three of us have finished the story. and now our mouths are filled with "coffee" both in the literal and figurative sense.

indeed, the coffee prince has brought a lot of positive effects... that would include our inspiration and zeal to study more intensely, more passionately. it served as a break from our intellectual routine -- perhaps a saving grace for keeping our sanity intact.

i don't really drink coffee, but this "coffee prince" made me a regular taker. i am not sure what would be the further consequences of this.

and so, i feel that, when both eson and jm (my groupmates in the human formation tea) organized and prepared my birthday celebration, it's a party for the three of us... hehehe....

i really appreciate and enjoyed the experience of bringing "coffee prince" into the postnovitiate and transforming the refectory into the coffee shop. but what i most value are their translated acts of love and appreciation for my person, which i received as a "sent message" from them.
thanks, guys.

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Friday, February 15, 2008

Kawawang Magulang (a repost)

This entry has been circulating the net for two years, yet it is good to reflect this sad "exaggerated" reality. In little ways it's true for young people. I'm posting and saving this for future use.


Dear Anak,

Naipadala ko na yung 50 thousand pesos na tuition fee mo. Pinagbili na namin ang mga kalabaw natin. Ang mahal pala ng kursong COUNTER STRIKE. Wala na din pala tayong baboy naibenta na din para dun sa sinasabi mo na project nyo na NOKIA N75. Ang mahal naman ng project na yun. kasama din ang 7 thousand dun para sa field trip nyo sa MALL OF ASIA. Anak malayo ba yun? Mag-ingat ka sa pagbibiyahe mo.

Isasanla pala namin ang palayan natin para mabili mo na yung instrumentong I-POD na kinakailangan mo sa laboratory nyo.

Anak, komportable ka ba dyan sa boarding house mo, saan ba kamo yan sa VICTORIA COURT? Maganda ba dyan? Di ba mainit dyan?

Anak, kamusta na pala yung group project nyo na SAN MIG LIGHT? Napailaw nyo na ba? Mataas ba nakuha nyo na grado dun?

Anak sana bago pa maubos ang lahat-lahat ng ari-arian natin ay maka-gradweyt kana. Walong taon ba talaga ang kurso mo sa SECRETARIAL? Sana pag gradweyt mo makakuha ka ng trabaho kaagad kagaya ng manager ng kumpanya para mabawi natin ang mga ari-arian natin sa sanglaan.

Ay syanga pala anak diba sabi mo sa JOLLIBEE / MAK DONALD ka palagi kumakain? ok ba naman sa yo ang mga ulam dyan? Baka hindi masarap kawawa ka naman.

Eh yung school bus nyo na TAXI sabihin mo sa driver mag ingat sya sa pagdri-drive.

Anak hanggang dito na lang at sa susunod ay ipapadala ko sayo ang pera na pambili mo ng ALTIS na gagamitin mo sa VACANT SUBJECT mo.

Ang nagmamahal,

Itang at Inang

P.S. Anak mag aral kang mabuti. Ingatan mo katawan mo. Huwag ka muna mag-aasawa. Ikaw lang ang pag-asa namin para mahango tayo sa kahirapan.

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brodiz

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I am a pilgrim by life's occupation, an accountant by bachelor's degree, a Tarlaqueño by place of birth, a Salesian by specific vocation, a teacher by profession, a student by formation, a writer by passion, a youth minister by life's mission, a son of God... My Philosophy of Life: "To be is to become" "To be is to hope"

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