Tuesday, September 16, 2008

booked!

six months in the apostolate...
it seems that i have drained, used up and depleted almost all of my intellectual and pastoral formation stocked up for the past six years in the seminary.
in this active ministry, the water from the pail drains quickly.
constant updating is necessary.
after abandoning my passion for reading, i have once again returned as a prodigal son to the father. 
my passion for reading did not really waned, it was just superseded by another passion and zeal: to be with the young.

i have been so blessed to have a rector who shares the same passion for books. his support and encouragement gave way to another experience of swimming through the tons of books in this year's bookfair at mall of asia. 

through the generosity of our fr. rector, i indulged myself providing me with these:


Facing Your Giants by Max Lucado

 
A Love Worth Giving by Max Lucado

  The Jesus I Never Knew by Philip Yancey

Reel Spirituality: Theology and Film in Dialogue by Robert K. Johnston

Games compiled by Mary Hohenstein

More Games by Mary Hohenstein

for obvious reasons, i would find myself into inspirational and pastoral readings.

"In the highest civilization, 
the book is still the highest delight.
He who has once known its satisfaction
is provided with a resource against calamity."
-- Ralph Waldo Emerson

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Sunday, August 10, 2008

pause...

i received through my email "a" picture where we'll be holding our first quarterly recollection this 23rd and 24th of August:


they say it's in calatagan...

i really took a lot of time viewing and analyzing the picture.
will we be staying in this boat?
or one of the houses far off shore?
or is this photo an good entry for photojournalism?

it's a beautiful picture, though.
although it didn't give me a clearer picture of what and where exactly will we be spending our overnight recollection.
though, i am thrilled to look for this same boat...
and capture it in full color.

but then, i am even more excited for the opportunity of our community to rest, "recharge," reflect and recreate after having been immersed in a "deluge" (quoted from our rector) of activities for the first quarter.

if we pause to think, we'll have cause to thank...

"there comes a pause...
for human strength will not endure

to dance without cessation;

and everyone must reach the point

at length of absolute prostration."
-- Lewis Carroll (Alice in Wonderland)

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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Back from Sal Terrae 12 Summer Camp

Date: April 20-29, 2008
Venue: Negros Island (Victorias City, Bacolod City, Granada, Kabankalan City, Hinobaan)

a very successful and heartwarming camp.
as a facilitator, it's energy draining, enervating, tiring...
yet the enthusiasm of the students is recharging,
especially when they are enjoying and responding well to the formative activities we have set for them.

from the week-long preparation to until the duration of the camp, i've been sleeping at an average of 4 hours a day. no wonder as soon as i was back home, i slept straight almost the whole day without taking lunch.

the affair is advantageous for me as a practical trainee to get to know some of my charges, the student leaders. i have come to know a little bit deeper each of them. it's amusing to listen to their stories. we have mixed and grouped these students so that they get to encounter other students from different levels (grade school, high school, graduate, college). it's amazing how they easily bond together and get to accept each other.

listening to their stories, i get to resonate with them. their point of connection to sharing their experiences as students revolves into one favorite refrain: "their teachers." indeed, whether good or bad, teachers will definitely leave a lasting impression to their students.i remember myself doing the same.

this camp has given me a preview of what to expect and not to expect this school year. a relevant question to ask myself is: what could i do this year to make a positive difference in the lives of my charges.

of course, there were many lessons which i personally learned. each moment captures one formative lesson that is worth reflecting. yet, more than reflecting, what is important is to enjoy the moment.

as one of my first activities as a practical trainee, i saw myself being stretched. i saw my tendency to be overcome by work and tasks and the irrational need to complete them. but then, i have found value in relaxing a bit despite the demands and pressures. health is of primary importance when it comes to the mission.

if i were to sum up the days i just had, it is but an "encounter to enjoy."

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

things i never thought of doing...

after five days as a practical trainee,
i can't imagine myself doing the following:

1.) giving goodnight talks to dbyc, boarders and salesians
2.) playing organized basketball game with the employees
3.) conducting and teaching the four-voice choral piece, "you'll never walk alone"
4.) eating fishballs and kikiam while being watched by the dbyc young people who are engaged in prayer.
5.) learning "crazy" unfreezer activities from ma'am reggie and sir gary.
6.) committing to memory 20 names of young people in a day.
7.) spending my monthly petty cash in just six hours.
8.) meeting someone without knowing that she is the principal
9.) bro paul and i are talking about someone without realizing that the person is just two steps away from us (bro. paul blushed)
10.) practicing in playing the guitar to animate the mass

many surprises are still ahead. indeed, there are still many lands too explore. there is still one big self to know and to stretch. there is still more in this life to discover.

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Sunday, April 13, 2008

first weekend as fresh practical trainee

now open: a new chapter!

SATURDAY:
i left db postnovitiate at 9:30 am. i never thought that fetching is that sooner. i rushed packing my things. we arrived at db mandaluyong at 11:00 am. i was warmly welcomed by the community. yet, immediately after lunch, Bro. Abe and I rushed for DB Makati to at least watch the DBAA one-day league. i met familiar faces from db tarlac, former teachers and friends. at 6 pm, we head back home. after vespers and supper, the community as a sign of welcome, celebrated my arrival with the film viewing of vantage point (which i already watched) coupled with pizza hut supreme and sausages. i stayed late until 12:00 am unpacking my things.

SUNDAY:
i woke up at 6:30 am, had personal lauds and meditation. today's the birthday of fr. demet, our vicar. i attended and assisted the mass at 8:30 am at savio parish. i was introduced to the people as the new brother assistant. after the mass, we headed back to the school to meet the youth of dbyc for their catechism. at lunch time, we celebrated the birthday of fr. demet. food is great and abounding. before taking lunch i stepped the scale to watch my weight. it's marked 62 kilos. we'll see if i would gain or lose weight. the food here is great. i'm afraid i might achieve the former (gaining weight). i couldn't sleep for afternoon siesta. i just finished unpacking and organizing my things in my room. at 4:00 pm i went down and assisted the dbyc. i met a lot of young poeple, i've been knowing their names here and there, trying to commit them in my memory. they are such nice people. at 5:45 pm, i gave the closing talk (aka goodnight talk) of the dbyc. i met bro joji and marnel who'll be attending the 6 pm mass. after supper and rosary, fr. demet gave his goodnight sharing his reflection of his 64 years of existence. then, fr. eli, fr. abel, bros. abe, lonx and i met for the preparation of the salterrae.

TALKING WITHIN:
i'm still feeling a little nostalgic. i am still missing my companions... i felt that i haven't said goodbye enough. nevertheless it's time to move one. i've been adjusting. i couldn't imagine myself missing the structures of the seminary which i previously abhor. life is fast-paced... there will be shifts in lifestyle. yet, i still hold onto God and pray that i may not be drowned and be consumed. nevertheless, i am consoled by the fact that God is with me, and i am looking forward a fruitful journey of this new chapter of my salesian life.

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brodiz

Location:
Calamba, Laguna, Philippines

I am a pilgrim by life's occupation, an accountant by bachelor's degree, a Tarlaqueño by place of birth, a Salesian by specific vocation, a teacher by profession, a student by formation, a writer by passion, a youth minister by life's mission, a son of God... My Philosophy of Life: "To be is to become" "To be is to hope"

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