Chronicles of the Daily Grind

one time we decide on doing things this way,
and the next series we might come out deviating,
or totally changing,
or worse,
contradicting the initial act.

i have committed myself into a resolution which i have pondered on and reflected for so long. it took me pains and tears to finally accept this decision, yet in a stroke of a finger, i have to reconsider. this is another inconsistency i am acknowledging. it is an inconsistency i had to embrace. many get to be criticized for the inconsistencies of their actions... they may have a valid point.

strange, that what is so consistent in me is my being so inconsistent... for reasons that are valid for me, which are not necessarily valid for others.

i hope i don't sound to be defensive, or justifying or rationalizing....
while it pains not to be consistent,
this is but an embrace of suffering,
a suffering meant to be offered,
an offering meant to transcend,
a transcendence meant to give meaning of what is and what is not,
-- a meaning meant for me,
for only God and I could both understand.

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I did have... until I've read this...























We get to realize then that we tend to focus on our pain that we forget or we neglect to realize all the graces and blessings that we are now reaping.

Lord, this is really embarassing... after all these realizations... and I cannot but praise and give you thanks. Amen. +

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